Not 20. Not having a birthday, not going out for a drink. Not laughing and opening presents. Not placing on make up and doing all your hair. Would you be away at Uni? Would you could have a companion, a fling? Would you could have a component time job, would you could have used a few of your birthday cash to exit and have fun? Would you could have been grabbing every thing life needed to give you and grinning that massive smile? Would you could have complained that sundae is not technically cake, and made certain we had one other later this week? Probably.
Happy birthday El. We miss you, we’ll all the time miss you.